WELCOME!✔️ Thank you again for visiting my Blog Page as we come together for “I CHERISH AND RECLAIM MY SENSE OF AN IMAGINATION” from this multiple part series on Affirmations | for a Sexual Abuse Survivor | Part 17. You can find additional Inspiration & discover more about me on Reality in Balance.com. If you haven’t yet viewed Part 1 of this series, please do so by clicking here. The length of this series, which is set for 52 weeks is for you to become more familiar with your strengths and weaknesses as a sexual abuse survivor. We encourage everyone to go at their own pace & to know that the doors will always remain open for questions as a community or individually ~Join Our Community Support Group.
During my childhood years, I had a vibrant, natural sense of my inner-will & the world around me. I had a gross & in-depth imagination, & may have wondered regarding many things, possibly even asking questions about the adults in my surroundings. Many times often, I was instructed to stop wondering or not to ask so many questions, & so I quickly learned to keep my wonderings to myself. I was developing early on how to hide my natural, fully energized self in exchange for what I believed to be was love, guidance, & protection.
When the sexual abuse occurred earlier on as a child, my sense of marvel began to be tainted & trialed. I no longer felt worthy enough to stir a desire to connect with my environment as it was becoming unsafe & frightening. Of course, I still had many questions but was discouraged to ask the important ones that were the root cause of my fear, pain, & confusion. So instead I adjusted to the questions without answers & the traumatic events that could not be understood, while constant wonder unconsciously arise-albeit in a more subdued & subtle manner. As my wounds begin to heal, I may be aware of the settle return of a primal sense of my imagination again. There will be a lot of awe moments when I am suddenly filled with a sense of brilliant creations of the universe. This is a natural sense of an imagination becoming awakened that my child-within has guarded so closely all these years. I Can Cherish & Reclaim all the emotions connected to recovering this long-dormant part of myself. I will strengthen this beauty of my Spirit & my world. I will engage in enlightenment & wonder to my heart’s intention, because in my imagination, I will find myself again.
Be Well & Heal in Peace…Peace!!! About the Author: ShawNee Janelle is a
In her blogs, she enjoys writing inspirational tips on Holistic Health, Self-Care, Afrikan Spirituality, and Sexual Abuse Awareness. She also loves travel, fitness, reading, and creating new recipes.
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