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Embodied patience is something I am greatly accustomed to. As a child, it seemed I was always waiting for something. Branching opposite of an ailing atmosphere, the opportunity to leave an abhorrent home life, someone to love me in a healthy way, or to just be simply noticed. Until these present moments, while thinking back to when I grew older, I may have subconsciously programmed this learned mode of waiting into some of my dream goals for in my life. It is interesting to note that I expected to wait for positive things to occur for me. This was the only way I knew how to defend against the feelings of hopelessness caused by my abuse. Now that I know I may unknowingly be continuing this waiting game in my healing process today. Along the way, I’ve discovered so many wounded parts of me that I have to place my Life on hold until I am completely whole. I could be shelving relationships, career goals, & even happiness until I am healed. These actions are a mistaken belief that the child-within still grasp to. Today I command that the child-within no longer has to be perfect to receive what she deserves. She no longer has to pause Life to live in joy & gratitude. In these moments I can recognize & acknowledge which parts of me need healing & understand any limitations I may have through awareness. As I persist to grow & heal, establishing extra self-care & risks so that I am always in the flow of Life. Today I honor my active persistence in Life, not just an observer who is waiting for her turn.
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10/11/2018 04:20:17 am
Based on the life adviser I have talked to, life is about exploring it and making it. He does not believe in destiny and miracles at all, that is why he is doing the life at fullest. As you can observe, everyone's life is in process. It is how you handle it, whether you choose to be happy or miserable. I appreciated that you have shared with us your experience in life. I hope that you can fulfill the life you wanted and share your blessings to others.
SJ
10/14/2018 01:32:46 am
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